My talents are discovered!! AHAHAHAH

\Ahaha. In your face, denise. You said people won't notice my drawing talents by just reading your blog. Guess what, my friend Simon asked me to draw him! This is my conversation with him on MSN.

simon... says:

project for school?

simon... says:

then I better not disturb u la...

simon... says:

gambateh k?

[ ANITA ] says:

haha

[ ANITA ] says:

no laa

[ ANITA ] says:

wassup??

[ ANITA ] says:

u wanted to say something?

simon... says:

no

[ ANITA ] says:

i am not VERY bust laa

[ ANITA ] says:

*busy

simon... says:

i want u to do something 4 me...

[ ANITA ] says:

hmm?

[ ANITA ] says:

which is?

simon... says:

DRAW MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

See, Denise? LOL.

simon... says:

I must say!!!

simon... says:

u r too talented anita

Hehe, not sure if he post the drawings though :)

Why la Why laaaa!!!

Hi. I'm still in school now. I am just adding some effects and transitions to my group's music video. It was all going well until ..UNTIL! I don't freaking know what happened and all the videos are all "X". It's as though my com can't read the videos. But the videos are in movie format what, why cannot? And I did twice already okay! DAMN I AM SO FREAKING PISSED!

This music video is like, due on Wednesday which is just 2 days apart! And to top it all, I did not have a good sleep last night! Woke up in the middle of the night and can't sleep for an hour or so.

DAMNIT.

But I did have fun while shooting the video. It is going to be so good! I want the video to be perfect and nice, and I will get what I want. Sure of that.

Sorry if I sound like a bitch, but I am just so pissed. When I get pissed, I tend to ruin everyone else's day. Whatever, we're all in this together wat.

Gotta continue shooting the video again tomorrow. Blasting my music now. I don't care if the other students are here. I am pissed. Anyway, tata.

Gottago back to my hostel now.

DAMNIT DAMNIT.

How to see my blog?

Okay. So this conversation happened at 8.43 pm when I was talking to my mum on the phone. She was at home while my brothers and his friends were having their BBQ downstairs. She wanted to see my blog so she called me to get the link.

*After SPELLING my link to her….*

Mum: So I go to Internet Explorer issit?

Me: Yea, then you type my link lah.

Mum: ok..wait ar.. w.w.w. … I … dash..am …dash..blurrr..blog b-l-o-g- spot s-p-o-t-.com c-o-m .. Ei, but how come so many things came out one?

Me: No mummy. You go to the Desktop and click on Internet Explorer.

Mum: Oh, ok..so I type "Desktop" in there issit.? Ok ar..

Me: HUH??WHAT MUMMY NOOOOO!!! You know desktop or not? You dont type it. It is the background! A lot of things one eh..got Internet Explorer and the mails all those one eh.

Mum: Huh..which one?

Me: Duuuuuu..you know, when you on the computer, then you type your password. Then you see the background is green color that one? That is the DESKTOP mummyyyyyyy!

Mum: Oh I see. Okok

Me: Then you click on Internet Explorer …what page is it?

Mum: The..yahoo! Something.

Me: Ah, ok, so the link is www.yahoo.com right? So you highlight then type my link.

*After that…*

Mum: AH, can can! Ah, I can see you sitting down..ah yaya I can see you..Ah yaya

Me: Okay mummy. You see under My Friends got Denise and Jiansheng they all right? So if you click on their names you can go to their blog also.

Mum: AH, icic.

Me: If you want to their blogs with my blog still there, you right click on their names and then go "Open Link in New Tab" or "Window" la.

Mum: Wait ah..I try. Eh, how come straight away go to their blog? Your blog not here already?

Me: =.= Okay, mummy you click "Back" . The arrow up there..can see?

Mum: AH, can..ah yeah, your blog here again.

Me: Yea, ok. You TRY again. Right click and see.

Mum: Oh, "Open Link in new Window" issit? Justnow I just clicked "Open"

Me: =.="

Mum: OK, but their blog overlap your blog.

Me: YALAH….because new window mah..

Mum: Oh okok *laughing*

Me: *Laughing* can already right?

CONTINUOUS LAUGHTER.

I actually got the permission from my mum to post this. LOL

I LOVE YOU MUMMY AND PAPA

Pictures <:)

SIS Open Day

SIS Open Day is finally here. All students were supposed to go to school and help out but obviously not everyone went. I had to go since I was going to perform my erhu. However, I helped Pauline, who works in the administration office at SIS, with the registration. I was doing headcounts , counting who was coming and all those. Not bad, actually. A lot of people came even though we didn’t quite reached our goal of 200 people.

At 12, me and Syeyi went to this one room to practice. I was practicing my erhu and she was practicing her singing and guitar. The performance went really great and I wasn’t as nervous as I thought I would be so that was really great. A lot of people complimented us performers so we were quite happy.

Right after the performance, most people went home and me, Syeyi and Chu Ching went to Pyramid. We actually walked there. God, it was like hell. It was sooooo hot and I swear I can even feel like my legs are on fire. We went there just to get some food from McDonald's and then walked back under the blistering heat. Again. I was almost dying and since the other two were having ice cream, I think they were quite ok. But I was not having ice cream, I was having fries instead. -.-

I stayed back with some friends and had some fun. We were crazy like animals. But we had fun. Me and my other friends helped the teachers to clean up and rearrange the whole school. -.- Tough job, LOL.

And lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEILING!!!!

Pei Ling is one of my best friends in my previous school. Hope you have a really great day!

LOVE ANITA

TrekTrekTrekkkkkkk!

Yeah, these are some of the pictures from today. We went trekking and it was so damn hot and hard. We actually walked till we reached this tower. We stopped for a while there and played "Simon Says", but Mr. Owen changed it to "Owen Says". -.-

I am so tired and I think i've became dark! aaahhh! :(
HAHA. Anyway, no Math test at all next week and SIS Open day is tomorrow! Going to perform my erhu....again!

ANYWAY, I'm going to be quite busy this week with all the assignments. Music video films and presentations. -.-

LOVE ANITA.

Family-tagged :D

I got tagged by my brother today and so here it goes. Read the rules carefully and then do the tag!




Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.







1. What have you realized recently?

I've realized that I've actually changed, for the better. I'm in a different environment now and surrounded by all kinds of people, I've changed a lot and I can easily relate to people now.




2. Have you touched a female (Human) breast before?

What do you think? I'm a girl myself. :D




3. Do you believe in The Secret?

I don't know much about it but I listened to it once and I thought it was quite nice.




4.What is one of the things that you like about yourself?

The fact that I am always positive and even if I am not, I tell myself that I don't have to be perfect. I like the fact that when I make a decision, I fight until I get my way.




5. If you can have want 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

Tough one. I'd like to live the life of a heiress. ; )




6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

…Isn't that science? Of course!




7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

I've worked hard to have confidence in myself and who I am, I don’t want to lose that.




8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

It is quite a lot but I would save it for the future. Maybe donate just some to charity. :D




9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

I'm not the kind of person to make the first move.




10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you

1. He's always been protective of me and letting me know that I can depend on him
2. Changed a lot of the AKLTG camp in 2006, and he is very motivated..
3. He's my brother, I'm proud of him. His guitar skills. Oh, he's very talented and quite a wise person.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half.

LOL, I'd say that appearance is of course what I look pay attention at most but I would say that my other half would have to be really patient with me because I'm really unpredictable and I'm the kind of person that always wants to be right. I also like to be treated like a princess so I would say that my other half would have to be a really great person to have those requirements.




12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

People who aren't confident in themselves and people who always put themselves down.




13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

I'd rather people point it out to me so I can improve. But the people should know the right way to point it out to me.




14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

The fact that I have a purpose in my life. :)




15. Are you a shopaholic or not?

I can be but not for clothes. For magazines and CDs.




16. If your house burned down, what is the one thing you'd save from your room?

Just one? Nah, I'd save my wallet, my friends' presents and my stuff toys.




17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

To be able to accept my flaws.




18. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

My friend and her new boyfriend. Never thought they would be together.




19. What do you love doing most when you are free?

I read books or listen to music.




20. Do you think it's good to be a girl?

I'm not really those good girl kind of person but it is better to be a bit of both, good and bad.










I tag:

Denise

Simon

Anson

Cathz

Choc

Sean

Munyee

Chu Ching




My question is number 4 by the way. Just got back from bowling an hour ago and it was fun! Tomorrow is Cultural Day and since I have nothing to wear, I'd have to wear my uniform. Oh, and tomorrow the whole school is going trekking!

Laughter, Disappointment - All we need is just someone to encourage us

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS NANCY!

&

HAPPY EARTH DAY!

Yeap, it's Ms Nancy's birthday today. FIY, Ms Nancy is my Careers teacher whom I didn’t really like at first but I do now! We surprised her just before lunch when ALL SIS students came into her classroom and gave her a big present we all did for her. We all wrote short messages for her and Munyee, Sean and Chu Ching pasted it all on this board. She sure was happy and her jaw was dropping all the time. Ms Rani went up to her, said "Happy Sweet Sixteen" and gave her a big hug. =)

Sean, Amanda and I also went to the Uni bookstore during lunchtime because he wanted to get a knife. And all he got was a plastic knife . =.=" I'm not sure if that was what he was looking for but it sure was funny. All the way back we were talking about stabbing people we hate, and Sean and Amanda said who they wanted to stab. Then when we were back in school, Sean was like, "the knife cannot stab her, she's too fat". HAHAHA. "her" = anonymous :)

My band got a HUGE disappointment today. We wont be able to perform on Saturday and instead have to come up with another idea. An idea that only consist of 3 people from our band. Yeah, I do agree that we should have planned everything earlier. But Miss Litman made everything so much more complicated and got us so stressed. Almost the whole of French class today, she was "lecturing" us. DAMN. She's REALLY lucky that Syeyi, Syuyi and I are so patient. She was saying all sorts of things and I felt more mad I really wanted to quit this whole performing thing.

Then right before the 3 of us went home, we met Miss Rani and she made everything so much better. She told us to do our best and that we can do it. SO MUCH MORE THAN MISS LITMAN. When she left, I told Syeyi and Syuyi that I felt MUCH more better and they agreed too. But I really don’t want what happened to get in my way. There are better things to focus on.

I've forgotten to include TWO MAJOR THEORIES that my friends made. They created it, and they live by it.

"Your butt will sag if you sit a lot"

• Syuyi
• 
  

Because Amanda thinks my fingers are wrinkly, she said,

"You should play the speed typing thing more, then your fingers won't be so saggy because it'll get exercise"

=.="

Anyway, one more thing I want to add. When me and Amanda went to the toilet during study break, something happened. We went in and there were two cubicles that we only use. And since I was faster and one of it was taken, I rushed in the empty one and Amanda was left waiting. Since I just went in to put on my lip gloss, I didn’t really use the toilet and the toilet seat was still closed, just like how it had been when I went in. Chu Ching was in the other cubicle and when I went out, Amanda was like "What you doing? EI…….Help me lift up the toilet seat!!!" =.= " Then Chu Ching came out and said that she was only making a phone call.

Then Amanda said…

"I thought why so funny, I don’t hear any pee sound"

HEEHEE!

Teardrops On My Guitar.

"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

This is currently my favorite song! I've been listening to it for more than an hour now and I still love it!

ANITA

A good friend.

What is a good friend to you? For me, it is someone that you can always have fun with, it's the person that will always have your back and never gives up on you. And I have a couple of friends who I know are my good friends. ANd Amanda wants me to say that I copied the list from her -.-


•Someone who will support you no matter what.

•Someone you can trust and who won't judge you.

•Someone who won't put you down or deliberately hurt your feelings, but will show kindness and respect.

•Someone who will love you not because they feel they have to because you're their friend, but because they choose to.

•Someone whose company you enjoy and whose loyalty you can depend upon.

•Someone who will be there no matter what your situation is.

•Someone who is trustworthy and not afraid to tell you the truth, no matter how hard it is sometimes.

•Someone who can laugh when you laugh.

•Someone who will stick around when things get rough.

•Someone who makes you smile.

•Someone who can accept you for who you are, and just lend you an ear when you need to whine or complain.

•Someone who will cry when you cry.

•Someone who will give you room to change.

Speed type fun! =)

AH. I am so having fun with the speed typing game. Okay, it is not really a game but it is fun. Amanda introduced it to me =) the first time I played it, which was in English class, my result was that I type 67 words per minute. And Amanda is now angry because she's typing slower and slower. LOL.

It is sooo fun and Sean started it all. Then Amanda. And now me. I just played it three times in a row justnow and I improved each time I played. Well, I improved by just one word but at least it's an improvement LAH. At first it will 76, then 77, then 78.. BUT THEN IT WENT BACK TO 73 AGAIN.

We had sweet and sour chicken for lunch and I think it was okay. =) Then Munyee had most of the students go in Math class to do something. Turned out it will be Ms Nancy's birthday tomorrow so MunYee wanted us to write some message to her on some cards. I wrote 2 cards! Can't wait to see her reaction tomorrow. =)

Something happened justnow. When I told Syafiqah something, it all seemed like déjà vu. Haha. It was so scary but exciting. Except the fact that I dreamt of it before, then it happened. -.- SO COOL!

Anyway, I wanna get back to the speed typing thingy now.AHAHA. Thanks to Amanda I got addicted. A new game to kill boredom! =)

LOVE ANITA

Trees cutter -.- I hate you.

I hate noise. Oh yea. :(

Right now there's these people cutting down the trees next to my hostel and it is so damn noisy. It's been going on since this morning. Each time they cut down a tree successfully, they cheer -.-

Anyway, just got back from band practice. This time, it was worse than our first one. Have no idea why but I still think that we did ok. Oh, and we're called Rhetoric. Syeyi made up that name :)

I arrived first then I saw Min Young. Syeyi and Syuyi were a bit late cause there was a jam. But since we were a bit early me and Min Young went to get some stuff to eat.

Then Jin sms-ed Min Young. She told me Jin had been calling her every night after 12. AHHAHAHAHA. Wonder what's going on?? *SMILE* anyway, I got a tao sa pao. I love paos :D

I am so tired today. So was Syeyi, AND Syuyi. When I was in their car, I was closing my eyes and so were they. Everyone seemed tired today …

I got to speak with Phoebe and Simon just now while they were having lunch..IN SANDAKAN. Damn, miss them lots. Won't be long till I get back to SDK!

Eh, why they all stop cutting the trees already one? -.-

Drinking water there pula…..

AHHHHHH. Homework. -.-

I have to create an informational poster on WORLD WAR II for English. -.-

And they start cutting the trees again.

I am so easily annoyed today.OOOOOOOOOH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Dear John

A book by Nicholas Sparks, Dear John.

Havent start reading it though - I will when I am going back to Sandakan :)

Beach Day pictures

The guys chasing after the guy who was pointed at. :)


























Varman. *I think it is spelt that way*


























CUTE MUNYEEEEEE and I :)




























Syuyi and I
























From left : Christine, Na Eun, Syuyi and I

I finally found myself.

Ooh. Today was Beach Day, but obviously bikinis weren't allowed- so today, almost all students were wearing board shorts and slippers. Well, I wore this new shorts which my mum bought for me when she was in Penang. Karlynn said she liked it. Then I wore my Oreef slippers that I wear in the hostel.

The other Math group in our class had a test today. They said it was hard. I believe all of them don’t like Ms Kym now. :D

For lunch we had rice, chicken and potatoes. I wanted more potatoes but I didn’t get more. :(

Then, Sean, Munyee, Iz, Amanda and I sat together and we got a plate full of chickens and potatoes. HEHEHE.

There wasn’t any activity today except for a fire drill. This guy called Mr Simon something from the uni came and gave us a talk on safety. And fire. He taught us how to use the fire extinguisher and all. Then, we "toured" around our own school. -.- he showed us all the fire extinguishers and sprinkles and others. It was kinda interesting but at the same time a bit boring.

There was this part where Mr Simon showed us how to use the fire extinguisher and he was pointing at this guy called Shankar, who was trying to get away. And Mr Simon said,

"Don't worry, I am NOT GOING TO SHOOT".

Sean and I laughed immediately because we straightaway thought about ..uh-um. ADULT STUFF. Sean and I seemed to be the only ones who got it -.- We really ARE sick people. :)

Then Sean got this book from Karlynn which was about love. He was flipping through some of the pages and decided to stop at Page 248, and he saw two paragraph about the lovers DOING IT. He showed Munyee and I was curious too. So I read too. :D

AND..

Me, Munyee, ChuChing and Iz were playing a game. From 2.30 to 4, we werent supposed to talk but to use only hand language. MunYee lost first, then ChuChing. Guess who was the winner??

YOURS TRULY!

This whole group of guys were sitting around a table and playing a game. They dropped a pencil and wherever the pencil points at, they have to hit the person. -.- It was so funny and I even got some pictures of them doing it. I cant believe how they gain happiness from playing that, but I laugh at them playing the game. The people who got pointed at were all running around the resource room, running away from those who was going to hit them.

I got back after 4.30 because I went to get Bubble tea with Christine. It is fattening but oh hell.

Oh yeah, I think I have a new mole on my hand. I kept scratching, but it wont go -.-

Mole??

Show me what I want to see.

"Mirror Mirror"

Mirror mirror lie to me

Show me what I wanna see

Mirror mirror lie to me

Why don't I like the girl I see

The one who's standing right in front of me

Why don't I think before I speak

I should have listened to that voice inside me

I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind

To say the kind of things I said last night

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall

You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all

Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me

And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror lie to me

Show me what I wanna see

Mirror mirror lie to me

Show me what I wanna see

Why did I let you walk away

When all I had to do was say I'm sorry

I let my pride get in the way

And in the heat of the moment I was to blame

I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind

Now in the cold light of the day I realize

If only wishes could be dreams

And all my dreams could come true

There would be two us standing here in front of you

If you could show me that someone that I used to be

Bring back my baby, my baby to me

I love this song. Been listening for quite some time. Yeah, it's an old song. But I love what the singers are singing about. The times when I wish the mirrors would lie to me, how I wish I was someone else and not looking at myself in the mirror.

It's just one of those days.

When I only have negative thoughts in my mind, and even when I know my friends accept me for who I am, I still feel this way.

I worked hard to have the confidence I have now. Do I want to let them go just like that?

I don't think so.

Then, why do I still feel this way? Why is it so hard for me to accept the fact that nobody's perfect?

All the stupid things I've done and said. I cant forget it. But I want to.

I look at everyone else, they're just so happy. So perfect.

When will I be happy and feel perfect like them?

Sexy

That's my sexy sister. The one who helped me. Never gave up on me. I love her. The reason I have a blog and a Friendster account, all goes to her.
I love you!!

Mwax!

DENISE

I love my sister! Thanks to her . Thanks for saving my blog. I love you!! And Yes, I won't do anything stupid again. :)
Mwax..thousand of thanks go to her. I owe you A LOT.

ILOVEYOUDENISE!

MunYee's Tag

Here's the tag by MunYee. I might have typed something that may offended someone. So that. Just thought that I needed to let you guys know about that someone. AHAHA. No, not a lover or anything -.-

1) If you could change your name to anything else, what would it be?

I wish turquoise was a name :)

2) Which do you prefer, white guys/girls or Asian guys/girls?

Asian guys but not too dark, White guys but not too fair -.-

Make sense..??

3) Cat or donkey? (p/s: this is a TRICK question)

-.- I do not like both. LOL.

4) Do you like mathematics?

Right now, NO

5) You are in a lift filled with people; all of a sudden, you farted. Now everyone is wondering

where that smell is coming from. What would you do?

If they look at me, I wont care. Because they wouldn’t know who I am. -.-

6) Why do you think peas taste yucky?

My mouth and stomach do not accept PEAS.

7) Would you wear clothes from the opposite sex?

HUH. As in.??

8) What can't you live without? And please don’t say air.

Dir en grey's Ain't Afraid To Die. DAMN NICE.

9) Are you in love?

Right now. YES. With A LOT of things. :)

10) Which part of your body will you sell?

My legs. Too short. --.

11) What does your hair smell like?

Whn I come out from a salon, my hair smells like a salon. Normally, it will smell that. Pantene?

12) Why do you do tags?

Because you respond to people who molest you. If you don't, they'll come after you.

13) Do you like cartoons?

Cute ones. AHAHA.

14) Who do you think is the ugliest person in your school/college/workplace?

LOL. This is such a mean question. But, in my previous school la. This girl was pretty but she was UGLY in the inside. She's in yy J3A now. Her so call name "Cristy" .

15) Who do you want to hug right now?

I seriously need a hug now!!!!!!!!!!!!

16) Which star/starlet would you sleep with?

I do not like ANY stars at all .-.-

17) Why do you think I asked question number 11?

Haha. Cause you don't have long hair and you wanna know what long hair smells likev :D

18) If someone offers you 1million ringgit to eat shit, would you do it?

Uh. NO LA. Call me STUPID la, but NOOOOOOOO.

19) What is the best and worst feeling in the world?

Discovering love, knowing them you have love, and then losing love

20) What is a ‘siham’ to you?

..what is SIHAM?..

ANITA :D