; the last of this. :)

- but i heard you calling out to me.

With 2009 approaching its end, might as well write my last post for the year. 2009, for me, has been a really good year. I've learnt so much from friendships, schools, and just life. I've learnt -

; things don't always go your way, but you can always make the best of it.

; i don't have to be like everyone else.

; there's a little magic in everyone that could save someone else's life.

Me and a lot of friends are moving on from high school to our first year of college. Honestly, I do not know what to expect but the thought of me actually growing up scares me. I've heard foundation year is just the same as where we just came from, but just with more new people and teachers, and a new environment. Personally, I never like these things. I don't like having to adapt to new environments. I am the kind of person who just sticks to whatever I'm used to. But change happens all the time. And who knows, a little change might help.

I love my friends :) Just like what Syuyi said in one of her posts, I've never met friends like these who I can actually consider family. I have friends who remind me of my brothers and sisters, and it makes me feel a lot better about being away from home. They're always there for me and we're always there for each other. These people are just simply amazing, unique, beautiful, and precious.

Ever had moments where you suddenly realized your life is suddenly worth living and you just snap out of your depression, sadness, shell, or whatever it is? I've had that these 2 years, but this year stands out for me. I've helped myself by helping a friend, and from there I've learnt lessons - no one's problem is ever smaller or bigger, everyone has different problems and to them certain problems can be the biggest for them, but smallest for others. But in the end, they're all problems. And they're all the same.

For 2010, I have my resolutions. Of course, there are some that we all wish for-good grades and to study harder. Yes, they're part of my resolutions. But, really, for 2010, all I really want to promise myself and to do is just to appreciate everything and everyone that comes my way. As simple as that. I don't want to make myself worry a lot and I just want to be able to enjoy life. ;)

live high!

; and then i knew :)

I guess all these time, I just needed a good night sleep. And oh yea, i've been having them. :) My last week here has been pretty good and passing by fairly fast. I've been helping out at the cheshire home for almost 17 hours in 4 days and finished reading a novel in 3 days. Tomorrow, my hair will be highlighted pink and blue and two days later, i'll be on my way back to KL! Wooohoooooo :)

come here, come here. (:

wondering.

; everybody needs someone.

"we can only dream. There's only so much we can do"

; to each their own. <3

2009; no doubt i will miss this year. The events, friends, fights, gossips, and all the other imperfect times.

; a night of wonder, tears of happiness and sadness, learning to let ourselves go. Some of us not wanting to let go of what we have gone through together, others looking forward to what the future holds. I'll remember that night, learning that I could almost lose a friend, knowing that there will always be those friends around you when you need them.

No, friends like these don't just come and go.

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; the nights we stay in school to study. What first turned out to be terrible turned out to be quite fun. I wish those nights would stay forever. Classes we rule over, music we blasted, watching the guys dancing. I'll miss those dinners that caused us to be late for this gathering almost every other night.

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; the four crazy besties I never knew I could have. Late night talks, horror movies, playing in the rain, secrets-sharing, playing our air guitars on the rooftop. One is leaving us, the other 3 will still be here together. We'll miss you, number 4 . Growing and changing in front of each other's eyes, the dreams we all shared together. The loved ones.

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; I'll miss all the events and theme days at SIS. We dress up, we laugh at each other's outfits, we take pictures. Helping each other out with the make-ups and playing around with the teachers. So many days and events we have gone through together, and I'm sure there will be more.

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; i'll miss being there taking pictures, cheering for the football team.

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; jumping in KLCC, hanging out there. You getting me a stuff snake.

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; when you leave, Mark, don't forget that you've always wanted to be a woman ;)

you pose SEXY.

;yes, i'll definitely miss this year.

; the last few pages.

; we're hot and sexy.

we're people with asses :)

my, have i not blog in a really long time. holidays are passing by a bit slow for me, but today I decided to learn something for the holiday.

"the pages will always be filled until the end of this year. But no, that does not mark its end"

i'll see you there <3

delam barat tangshode, azizam :)

; amiera.

' you already know what i want to say. I miss you so much, i'm already missing you. The moment we hugged and cried justnow, I didnt want to let go. Please take good care of yourself when you head off to Canada, I'll miss you so, so, gazillion so much. I'll do my best to see you off at the airport if i really can.

we've been through just so much, too many things together. You told me im like the sister you never had, the same goes for you. You're more than just a good friend, you're more than that. You're a beautiful person with an intelligent mind, and never look down on yourself. You're awesome just the way you are and have made lots of people love you because you are you! :)

I'll always, always, always miss you.

<3