PARANOIA.

I AM SO PARANOID.

I THINK I ACTUALLY SUFFER FROM PARANOIA.

; it's gonna heal.

miera :)

i'm awake, she's sleeping. haha.

Ouch, not only my legs ache today. Even my arms ache now! Ouch, the muscles the muscles! Mrs Smajda announced the winner of yesterday's amazing race and it was a tie between two groups, one of them group Makaian- which consists of Adilet, Cedric, Mahendra, and Hatso. If you must know, their group's name "MAKAIAN" is made of Madagascar, Kazakhstan, India, and Iran. Each of the country representing where each of them comes from. I'm proud of them. They get to eat free pizza! ( ;

There was open mic today, too :) A lot of performers went today, and Amiera was one of them. Went to lunch at the uni cafe after that. It was raining so dang heavy. Like literally, it was pouring.

I'm actually starving now. I didn't actually had a proper dinner today but whatever. I'll just each tomorrow (: I actually think this is the best yet the most boring weekend ever: I have no homework. at all.

insecurities. oh how i used to live my life by this particular word. now it's your turn. but don't worry, you're going to be just fine. all you need to do is just accept yourself for who you are. you might not be satisfied with yourself and your life, but remember, you're the only you in the whole wide world.

nights. :)

opps, morning!

schoolday lagoon!

Woooohoo today was sooooo much fun! :) Schoolday spent at Lagoon! We were to have an amazing race at Lagoon for 2 hours and then have lunch, then free time until 3.30! :) I chose to be in a group with Clarence, Celine, and Mark. There were a lot of tasks we had to do and got wet for some but it was all fun :)

It rained quite a lot during the free time, though, but yet we had fun still :) Best schooltrip I ever know :D Not to mention I get to buy cotton candy at the end! :)

Heh, pictures!

Dress down tomorrow! :)

; your way, my way.

I'm currently at my uncle's condo in Penang right now. The rest of the family and relatives are in the living room and singing away to the new Karaoke set they got two days ago. Meanwhile, my brother is on the plane from KL to Penang right now, so i'll be seeing him in about 40 minutes? :) I actually wanted to post some pictures up but I did not bring my card reader, but here's an update! : ) What am I doing here, really? Let's just say there is a small family gathering for this Deepavali holidays! I arrived last night from KL, will be heading back on Sunday.

Now, this trip has an interesting start ! So the taxi picked me up yesterday after school and brought me to LCCT, and when I reached there I checked in and mingled around for a while. I was bored, so I went inside the boarding room. And I did so and was walking really slow and sleepily 'cause I was taking my time. I got to Gate 6, looked around for seats, I looked to the left and TA-DAAA! Guess who I saw? Mr and Mrs Smajda, Ms Tanja and Aaron Tan! They were all sitting in a group so I joined them. Such coincidence eh :) Mr and Mrs Smajda and Ms Tanja were going to go to Penang too but unfortunately we are on different flights, but we'll be on the same flight back to KL on Sunday! :) Aaron, on the other hand, was heading to Kuching. It was cool cause we were talking and joking until we boarded our flights.

I was already quite sleepy when I got to Penang but then my parents brought me to my uncle's place where everybody was. Had bubuchacha (WOOOHOOOOOOO) and then sang karaoke! :D I sang YMCA and I Don't Want To Miss A Thing :)

I like this holiday, because I do not have any homework :) Well, I do. but it taks only 3 minutes of the entire holiday time :) Besides that, nothing at all! :D

'all in all, the time in Penang is going great :)

i shall post the picures up when I get to! Ciaoo (:

; the lost times.

our pretty asses; our pretty backs.

So during lunch today I went to the Sunway Open Day in MPH upstairs along with Adilet, Cedric, Farid, and Jia Kai. There were a lot of other graduating SIS students there too but we went in groups. I managed to talk to the Sunway Psychology Department again for the second time - the first time was during their university open day almost 4 or 5 months ago. But anyway, I got the same booklet again and the same information. Asked about the subjects I have to take and it looks like I am on the right track right now. :)

There will be more universities open day in a few weeks' time. I'll be going with the same guys again, I suppose.

Not to mention, I bumped into Munyee and Sean and a couple of other previous SIS students like Frans, Kevin, Shauna, Tram, Denise, and Najwa. I spent quite some time talking to Mun Yee while her bf talked to Cedric. It was goooood catching up with her. Sean - your hair is so long! I didnt manage to talk to Sean, though - just said hi.

There's Domino's pizza for lunch tomorrow!

'cept i didnt order. -.-

the kiss.

"the kiss" by auguste rodin.

I'm studying the sculpture above for History class and have to make a presentation about it by next Monday. I'm also studying the emo culture for History :)

It's so hard to believe, that there are only 7 more weeks left for me and the rest of the students who are graduating. We had a meeting today after school about studying in CIMP next year. Tomorrow, we'll be wearing the graduation robes and take a group picture altogether. This has gotten me thinking, my high school life is actually coming to an end. 7 more weeks, and I'll be packing my room into a luggage and finding a new place to live in, and going to a new place to study, new environment.

This friday is a holiday. I'm flying down to Penang this coming Thursday at night so I'm heading off to the airport almost an hour after school. So, there's been a lot of talk about the school prom :) These are a few of "who's going with who" :)

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-No, i'm not mention ;)

this week is going to pass by real fast. And then 6 weeks left. Ah gosh, time flies.

; my biology experiment baby.

aniwaten.

if you're wondering what this is, it's my "baby" from an experiment I did in Biology class :)

My partner was Wan En, together we named the baby Aniwaten :)

This was a few days ago :) earlier this week.

So I watched Year One on the laptop today, it's hilarious ;)

Just painted my nails pink :)

; you got down on one knee.

; oh my.

; if time would just stop for a moment.

And yes, Friday is finally here! I feel kinda relaxed as I passed up quite a number of homework that were due today and for next week, like the drama and bm homework. Albeit I have some other assignments to do over this weekend, they are quite minor, so no worries! :)

Today was also dress down today. We'll be having dress down for the rest of the Fridays in October to help raise money for prom. Each person has to pay RM3 if they dress down. I did dress down, so there goes one RM3. Prom has to happen!

For lunch today, I did the "Jia Kai'. I went vegetarian :D I havent been eating a lot of veggies these days so I better start.

I just came back almost an hour ago. I was at a church with Celine and few other students from our school. Why, you ask, was I in a church AT NIGHT when I'm NOT CHRISTIAN? Very simple, there was a Christian band alllll the way from Sydney, Australia tonight. They were gonna play some songs and all those stuff. I must say, their music is pretty good. ;) Halfway through, Celine's dad came and so we had to go back. But all in all, it's been a good experience.

And like what Nadira said in her blog, there will be an SIS Idol + Dance Competition on the same night! What I thought was that the guys in our gang (Cedric, Jia Kai, Mark, Mahendra, Hatso, Clarence, and Adilet ) would be dancing to "Barbie Girl". But when I double checked justnow, instead they are going to SING to "Barbie Girl" ??? Haha, either way, it's going to be interesting to watch!

History class has been pretty interesting this whole week, we finished watching Schindler's List and today we watched a documentary on interviews on the Holocaust survivors. It's amazing to hear them talk from their very own experience, actually, because when I watched it in class justnow, the way they told their stories could actually make me feel like I was there, witnessing it all. After watching the movie and studying more about the Holocaust, I felt just sick to my stomach. What the people did to the Jews, it was beyond inhuman.

Ah, I'm tired and feeling sleepy. :)

Monday all the graduates will be taking a group pictureee. I saw the graduating costume few days ago! :o

; time to be scared.

So our school boys played against ELC yesterday - I didnt stay for the whole game though. I left after the second half started but I did managed to take some pictures! Anddddd - though we lost 4 - 0, I guess it was a good game? Haha ;) Well, the guys said the game was "stupid". ( :

I've been really happy with the amount of sleeping I've been having these few nights. Last night I slept at around 10? That is damn early for the other students in my school :)

Prom is approaching! It's not official yet but I bet it's gonna happen? People - guys - are asking girls to prom :D This is really interesting! :) It's just crazy, you know, knowing who's going with who to prom. And the best part yet - watching my guy friends asking girls to prom. All of them have been quite successful so that's good! Haha! :)

from yesterday;

farid is succcha poser :D

mark teoh.

farid.

i camwhore with farid :)

Celine : )

i like the color of my thigh here :D

oh yea, i tattooed my own hand :)

Frans and Jon were there toooo with their Red Bulls

the elc guys.

hatso : )

and they ranranran.

sonia chang.

hah the guys look really little.

guan kit

eunice and pauline fiercely cheering :D

Yuka! Mr B's daughter :)

today was interesting. ALl the P.E classes today performed their dances and im lucky enough to be able to be there and record some of the performances! :) I shall upload one of the videos after this update :)

Oh yay Friday is coming! :D