Sunday, April 25, 2010

an ordinary fairytale.

I've stumbled and fallen.


I'm having nostalgia. Suddenly, all the little, little things from the past become so important to me now. Primary schooldays, birthdays celebrations at home and the evenings at home. I seem to move on from one feeling slash illness from time to time. First it was depression, then paranoia. Now it's nostalgia.

I'm afraid my life is passing by a little too fast and I can't grasp hold of everything in the way.

Where are those feel-good days? :(




hot and cold.

Just like I promised, pictures from the wedding assignment :)

this was taken after the end of my group's presentation.


Yosceline and Will as the bride and groom .


I was the narrator, oh and it's Shima's dress!


Will Al :)


Michael as the monk :D


Johan and Lisa.


Stefanie and I during our rehearsal on Sunday.


I like this part of their wedding.


In comes the bride.


Leticia, Stefanie and I :)


The things stress and assignments can make you feel and do. I have been over than just stressful this past week due to all the assignments that I was to perform. But this past week has been great. Prom is coming up this coming Thursday and although I'm not going, I'll most probably go to mos or something.

The work for English class is overloading! Two presentations in a week and on top of that, we have to create two posters and prepare for two different presentations on different topics. Woo, that's a lot to do :(

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I think I need to have more alone time.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

what have i become?

; it's time I realize nothing lasts


Ah, it has definitely been a long, long while since I last updated. And i am so very sorry for that. I've been keeping people out of updates. So much have happened in life, in college. This is also, in fact, the first time I get internet in my hostel room after 2 or 3 months. You could say things are going pretty well for me. Academic wise, that is. But social wise, now that's a different story. I mean, I still hang out with pretty much the same people from sis. But as more of them move on, I'm still stuck to where I came from.

The stress for work and project tasks is piling up continuously. In next week, I'll be presenting a 30 minute presentation for Math and performing a Jewish wedding for Families. The latter one sounds more fun, of course and it is. Me and the rest of the rest are pretty excited about it either, getting dresses and tuxedos and preparing the food and everything. It will be fun :) And I promise, oh I promise, I'll post pictures up!

My camera has also been taking a longgggggg holiday. Havent used it in a while - I guess things change, you know? Especially when you are in a new environment, you just gotta go with the flow.

Oh highlight of the day? I found a Nokia phone in the toilet and after much calling and texting the owner, I gave it back to her. Feel pretty good about it, of course. Though people are like, " you should have just taken it!" True enough part of me wanted to, but come on, you wouldn't want something like that to happen to yourselves, now would you? (;

Holidays, I need you!