I'm depressed, HAPPY?


Sometimes I find you so hard to believe.
If I could, I just want to turn my life off.
And maybe just take a rest.
I've had enough, you're ruining all of this for me.
I have a life, get it?
Better one or worse one, it's none of your business.

Yes I am not perfect, I want to be.
Don't you see how hard this is for me?
Why must you be like this? You enjoy pissing me off don't you.
When you pick up the telephone, my heart beats faster.
Because I am scared, not flattered.
By the sounds of your laughter.

It scares the hell out of me.

I need peace.