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music! (:

2010-10-25T08:41:00.000+08:00

Jamestown Story :)
I just discovered...
JAMESTOWN STORY!!! (: Through panictothemusic!
I love their song, "Goodbye I'm sorry"
their chorus -
"And I'm sorry,
But I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye,
No one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears"
The songs on my phone are a little out of date, so I was just googling some music and downloaded some random ones, which I all like! Anyway, I called my parents yesterday (: Had a nice 30-minute talk on the phone! That's usually how long our calls are (:
I currently have sore throat, and still I have a presentation tomorrow! Man I better get well!
Jamestown Story :)
I just discovered...
JAMESTOWN STORY!!! (: Through panictothemusic!
I love their song, "Goodbye I'm sorry"
their chorus -
"And I'm sorry,
But I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye,
No one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears"
The songs on my phone are a little out of date, so I was just googling some music and downloaded some random ones, which I all like! Anyway, I called my parents yesterday (: Had a nice 30-minute talk on the phone! That's usually how long our calls are (:
I currently have sore throat, and still I have a presentation tomorrow! Man I better get well!

(:

2010-10-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

So yeah, Halloween night is finally over! I just realized when I came back from MOS how my tests on Monday are going to be screwed. Well, just one of the tests because I did almost-enough study for the other subject. And there are still presentations are all sorts of stuff to do next week. I feel like my life is falling apart But I'm catching up! Oh yes I am! (: We had BM test on Friday so we didn't really had the time to get dress and be on time. Me and Syu went over to Shima's cousins place to get ready (: It was fun cuz i was all girls and all make up-y stuff

Ruvina helping me draw the spider web :)

While putting our make up. Shima went as a vampire so she superglued the fangs to her teeth. And she got Superglue all over the floor and for a moment, two of my toes were superglued! Shima!

Syu went as this gothic punk rock emo chick. She totally pulled off the look, with a fake nose pierce as well :)

Here we are going to college. Total lateness!

Rum in the car (: We all passed it around and i actually liked it :)

love the make up (:

We arrived at college around 9, when the part really started around 6.30 or 7. I don't think we missed a lot because when we got in, people were practically just standing around. And there was music here and there. Nevertheless, there were some people who dressed up real good! Real impressive stuff :)

Lisa :)

Yosceline :)

Stephanie God :)

Samar :)

Wei Han and Jon :)

JIA KAI YOU CREEPY GUY.

Kash :)

With Amir, Homa and Cedriccc! (:

Unfortunately, we weren't in college for very long because everyone started to leave and head out to MOS. Some just went to makan. Shima definitely had a hard time parking. We found a spot but there was this guy who asked us to park in a specific way. I think Shima took a little bit too long and he just asked us to move away! What is that, eh??? Still we managed to find a parking spot and tadaaaaaaaaaaaa went inside MOS!

Didn't really enjoy the clubbing, music wasn't good to my ears and well it was kinda boring when all you can do is talk, dance or drink. Neh, didn't like the experience at all. Maybe I will a little later, ohws (:

At least I got my sex on the beach! :D

i got nails.

2010-10-20T09:34:00.004+08:00

These are all the nail polishes I have so far (:
I want to get more bright colors!

I took this picture this morning and for some reason I really like it!
I think it's because of how my make up looks here!

Ooh by the way, see the nails? I did them myself! You know how you feel proud when you do something for the first time and it is a success? Yeah, Im feeling that (: Gave myself some designs on the nails. They're not very creative designs but they're good for starters!

However, I could only design my right nails since I'm left-handed. See, I don't have steady hands and I can't do anything with my right hand :( Kinda sad, but I think I have to start using my right hand!

nail art pens (:

If you're wondering, I used these two nail art pens to design my nails. I got them during my trip to Perth few weeks ago. There were a lot of other different colors like white and silver and blue, as well. I got only pink and black though (: Sister bought it for me!

TA-DAAAAAA! THE NAILS!
Yeah they're not that good but I like 'em! (:

Anyways! (: I had a dream last night, I dreamt I got a Spongebob shirt! Lately I've been obsessed with getting one, and I do not know why! (: But I want one in the future so sure!

I woke up pretty early today, at around 6.30am but I already had at least 8 hours of sleep. I sleep pretty early, I'm not a nocturnal person you see :) So i just got up, ate some stuff, and read some stuff. It's a pretty relaxing feeling, you should try it :D

Oh wells, Im going to watch some How I Met Your Mother now :)

Ciao!

; so promise me.

2010-10-18T13:01:00.003+08:00

This woman is just so so pretty,
and what with the make up!
This is the kind of make up I want to try in the future!

This picture is so amazingly pretty.
The pretty colors and lashes.
Told you bright colors is what I want to try (:

This woman here, this celebrity motivated me to pick up my first eyeliner.
I STILL love her make up until today
..
But I think her make up looks so good only on her. :(

I'm currently having a break now, and I'm always at the computer lab after having lunch. Call me a stalker, but I was browsing through some friends' Facebook pages and I realized that so many of them are overseas. I didn't even know, and suddenly you see pictures of them in Australia, in Europe, in England. It's crazy! (: I have to admit, I get a little jealous. I cannot wait to go to those places to study as well! (: Unfortunately, I probably still have to wait for a year or two, or half hopefully :)

For next year, I've made up my mind to study in university majoring in Psych and minoring in Communication studies/ Media studies - how different universities call them. I still don't get why my parents do not want me to apply for the two possible universities that I am definitely going to, seeing that I am going to be stuck in Malaysia for next year still. They want me to explore first, and I get what they mean but I just don't know what else to explore for since I've been doing research on universities for almost 2 months, and narrowed down to 2 universities. So why not just apply for them both? What else is there to explore? It's kinda silly I'm still waiting here since I already made up my mind. shush. :(

Long story short -
I CANNOT wait to get out of college. And I want to faster know which university I will go to eventually.

(:
bye.

; here again (:

2010-10-18T10:25:00.002+08:00

So basically, this is how I look now (:
I love my mixed-up lenses (:
I think it's creative.

I was browsing through my Blogger and I realized, this is where all the great old memories are. And I want to come back here, anddd so here I am (: And yes, I am back to Blogger. Xanga was nice, I'll probably still use it in the future.

Halloween is this Frrr-friday! I won't say what I am going as as it is still pretty much not confirmed but I have an idea (: I can't say I'm very excited for the event. This year definitely isn't the best time of my life. Geh, screw college.

I'm crazy about make up now! Okay, you probably think how I can be crazy about that now when all this while I've been using make up. Well, I'm ready to try more colors :) Bright colors, I wanna try you!

And then the exams are coming. Finals, man! I've got a pretty good exam schedule so I bet I can study enough for all3 subjects (:

And then...

*drum roooolllls*

GRADUATION!

Man I am finally at this point, graduation! (: Like, yahooooo! I can't wait to go to university! :)

Anyhoos, World Issues class is starting (: gottago!

an ordinary fairytale.

2010-04-25T21:42:00.003+08:00

I've stumbled and fallen.

I'm having nostalgia. Suddenly, all the little, little things from the past become so important to me now. Primary schooldays, birthdays celebrations at home and the evenings at home. I seem to move on from one feeling slash illness from time to time. First it was depression, then paranoia. Now it's nostalgia.

I'm afraid my life is passing by a little too fast and I can't grasp hold of everything in the way.

Where are those feel-good days? :(

hot and cold.

2010-04-25T17:35:00.002+08:00

Just like I promised, pictures from the wedding assignment :)

this was taken after the end of my group's presentation.

Yosceline and Will as the bride and groom .

I was the narrator, oh and it's Shima's dress!

Will Al :)

Michael as the monk :D

Johan and Lisa.

Stefanie and I during our rehearsal on Sunday.

I like this part of their wedding.

In comes the bride.

Leticia, Stefanie and I :)

The things stress and assignments can make you feel and do. I have been over than just stressful this past week due to all the assignments that I was to perform. But this past week has been great. Prom is coming up this coming Thursday and although I'm not going, I'll most probably go to mos or something.

The work for English class is overloading! Two presentations in a week and on top of that, we have to create two posters and prepare for two different presentations on different topics. Woo, that's a lot to do :(

***

I think I need to have more alone time.

what have i become?

2010-04-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

; it's time I realize nothing lasts

Ah, it has definitely been a long, long while since I last updated. And i am so very sorry for that. I've been keeping people out of updates. So much have happened in life, in college. This is also, in fact, the first time I get internet in my hostel room after 2 or 3 months. You could say things are going pretty well for me. Academic wise, that is. But social wise, now that's a different story. I mean, I still hang out with pretty much the same people from sis. But as more of them move on, I'm still stuck to where I came from.

The stress for work and project tasks is piling up continuously. In next week, I'll be presenting a 30 minute presentation for Math and performing a Jewish wedding for Families. The latter one sounds more fun, of course and it is. Me and the rest of the rest are pretty excited about it either, getting dresses and tuxedos and preparing the food and everything. It will be fun :) And I promise, oh I promise, I'll post pictures up!

My camera has also been taking a longgggggg holiday. Havent used it in a while - I guess things change, you know? Especially when you are in a new environment, you just gotta go with the flow.

Oh highlight of the day? I found a Nokia phone in the toilet and after much calling and texting the owner, I gave it back to her. Feel pretty good about it, of course. Though people are like, " you should have just taken it!" True enough part of me wanted to, but come on, you wouldn't want something like that to happen to yourselves, now would you? (;

Holidays, I need you!

CNY :)

2010-02-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

I've been so away, but I've been pestered by Jia Kai to update my blog and so here I am :) I flew to Penang for CNY and met up with my sister and brother and a lot of the other relatives who come from KL and Australia. It's been quite a holiday - we travelled everywhere in a pack -usually in 3 to 4 cars- and took a lot of pictures.

There are quite a number of photographers in my family now : my sister and two of my uncles. Seriously, like they have dslr cameras with all the lenses and tripod stands, it's kinda funny :)

Not to mention I get to have a lot of photoshoots!

I love my sister's dress here :) and her killer heels!

see, I wasn't kidding about the cameras and stands! :D

was receiving an angpau from a cousin :)

papa took this awesome pic <3

brother, sister, me.

These are from the first day of CNY. :)

Over the next few days, we spent a lot of time at our relatives' house singing our hearts away to their new karaoke set and just eating away. Usually, we get home past 12. Been sleeping really late this whole week! And waking up early because there are adventures prepared for us. Cousins were playing cards and everything. Pretty chaotic but cool, as well ;)

chocolates with wine taste IN them :)

cheeeeezels! That's my cousin from Melbourne ;)

Took this outside Queensbay mall

We <3>

sisterrr.

me with my brother :) i seriously love that place.

the night we celebrated Grandpa's 84th bday at a hotel :)

playing - sparkles? ;) Yea, it was fun!

There are a lot of other fantastic pictures, but I just posted a few over here. I'm actually all alone right now - my brother and sister left for Singapore and then for Brisbane justnow. I'll be the only one left in M'sia now, kinda sad. This holiday hasn't been that well for me, but I guess it is okay enough for me to remember :)

lots of love.

2010-02-08T20:50:00.001+08:00

LET'S DRESS LIKE SLUTS.

hey.

2010-02-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

hey, i miss singing lady gaga's songs with you.

deprived.

2010-02-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

i hate the internet at the hostel.

i'm chatting to my friends and all of sudden, i just go disconnected. Ugh, it can be so frustrating. Dance today was really fun, we planned for the performance - looks like it's going to be a lot of fun! I was reading Syu's blog and she surprised me by posting so many posts within a week, it kinda motivated me to blog as well.

I was reading my sister's blog, I didn't know my brother had his own camera. I am so deprived, so far behind of family's news. This truly sucks.

Oh, but whatever.

2010-02-03T19:35:00.002+08:00

you're like poison, just lovelier.

tomorrow i have

a math test

a families test

a 3-page essay due.

and it's raining.

i still ask myself if i made the right decision.

but i love you.

for now.

2010-01-27T20:05:00.003+08:00

Sorry I have been so away from this blog. I hardly even touch my laptop anymore these days, hardly getting online. I guess I can say that college is all going still quite well. Syuyi said, I can't believe we're in college. I guess, yeah it is true, except that we're not really in college yet, Mr C. said. Grade 12 is still high school. It kinda crushed Farid. But I agree.

Does anything I say make sense?

To start off, this semester in CIMP I'm taking MDM4U, ENG4U, and HHS4M. That is Maths, English, and Individuals and Families in a Diverse Society. All classes are going well. My favorite classes are English and Families, the one I like the least is English, too. Why you ask? I like it because I'm with the rest like Syeyi, Adilet, and Jia kai. I hate it because the lecturer has only been giving us essays these few weeks - reading them and analysing each of them. It's really tough. I've never really considered punctuations in essays this much.

And don't start by asking me about pictures, I have tons of them to upload but I just can't right now. The internet I'm using now is really slow that I can't really upload any pictures, so I apologize. But I swear, there are pictures in my laptop right now, which I will one day upload. I've been keeping myself busy these few days by reading Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper. Nice book, getting the movie tomorrow from Syeyi to watch. I think I'll cry watching the movie. It's amazing how just by reading a book, I don't feel so alone when I'm by myself.

I'm joining the dance club in CIMP-something different and unexpected, maybe? Went bowling last Friday with 124 other students, and watching the movie Up in Feb. All money paid is going to donations.

I guess the best part of CIMP is that we're still all together.

identity.

2010-01-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

it's still us. It's still us. :)

Let me tell you something I realized.

When the teacher calls your name to answer a question, another person answers it for you.

Your name isn't really your identity.

; the last of this. :)

2009-12-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

- but i heard you calling out to me.

With 2009 approaching its end, might as well write my last post for the year. 2009, for me, has been a really good year. I've learnt so much from friendships, schools, and just life. I've learnt -

; things don't always go your way, but you can always make the best of it.

; i don't have to be like everyone else.

; there's a little magic in everyone that could save someone else's life.

Me and a lot of friends are moving on from high school to our first year of college. Honestly, I do not know what to expect but the thought of me actually growing up scares me. I've heard foundation year is just the same as where we just came from, but just with more new people and teachers, and a new environment. Personally, I never like these things. I don't like having to adapt to new environments. I am the kind of person who just sticks to whatever I'm used to. But change happens all the time. And who knows, a little change might help.

I love my friends :) Just like what Syuyi said in one of her posts, I've never met friends like these who I can actually consider family. I have friends who remind me of my brothers and sisters, and it makes me feel a lot better about being away from home. They're always there for me and we're always there for each other. These people are just simply amazing, unique, beautiful, and precious.

Ever had moments where you suddenly realized your life is suddenly worth living and you just snap out of your depression, sadness, shell, or whatever it is? I've had that these 2 years, but this year stands out for me. I've helped myself by helping a friend, and from there I've learnt lessons - no one's problem is ever smaller or bigger, everyone has different problems and to them certain problems can be the biggest for them, but smallest for others. But in the end, they're all problems. And they're all the same.

For 2010, I have my resolutions. Of course, there are some that we all wish for-good grades and to study harder. Yes, they're part of my resolutions. But, really, for 2010, all I really want to promise myself and to do is just to appreciate everything and everyone that comes my way. As simple as that. I don't want to make myself worry a lot and I just want to be able to enjoy life. ;)

live high!

; and then i knew :)

2009-12-25T20:10:00.002+08:00

I guess all these time, I just needed a good night sleep. And oh yea, i've been having them. :) My last week here has been pretty good and passing by fairly fast. I've been helping out at the cheshire home for almost 17 hours in 4 days and finished reading a novel in 3 days. Tomorrow, my hair will be highlighted pink and blue and two days later, i'll be on my way back to KL! Wooohoooooo :)

come here, come here. (:

wondering.

2009-12-21T16:43:00.002+08:00

; everybody needs someone.

"we can only dream. There's only so much we can do"

; to each their own. <3

2009-12-15T12:00:00.005+08:00

2009; no doubt i will miss this year. The events, friends, fights, gossips, and all the other imperfect times.

; a night of wonder, tears of happiness and sadness, learning to let ourselves go. Some of us not wanting to let go of what we have gone through together, others looking forward to what the future holds. I'll remember that night, learning that I could almost lose a friend, knowing that there will always be those friends around you when you need them.

No, friends like these don't just come and go.

---

; the nights we stay in school to study. What first turned out to be terrible turned out to be quite fun. I wish those nights would stay forever. Classes we rule over, music we blasted, watching the guys dancing. I'll miss those dinners that caused us to be late for this gathering almost every other night.

---

; the four crazy besties I never knew I could have. Late night talks, horror movies, playing in the rain, secrets-sharing, playing our air guitars on the rooftop. One is leaving us, the other 3 will still be here together. We'll miss you, number 4 . Growing and changing in front of each other's eyes, the dreams we all shared together. The loved ones.

---

; I'll miss all the events and theme days at SIS. We dress up, we laugh at each other's outfits, we take pictures. Helping each other out with the make-ups and playing around with the teachers. So many days and events we have gone through together, and I'm sure there will be more.

---

; i'll miss being there taking pictures, cheering for the football team.

---

; jumping in KLCC, hanging out there. You getting me a stuff snake.

---

; when you leave, Mark, don't forget that you've always wanted to be a woman ;)

you pose SEXY.

;yes, i'll definitely miss this year.

; the last few pages.

2009-12-12T23:04:00.005+08:00

; we're hot and sexy.

we're people with asses :)

my, have i not blog in a really long time. holidays are passing by a bit slow for me, but today I decided to learn something for the holiday.

"the pages will always be filled until the end of this year. But no, that does not mark its end"

i'll see you there <3

delam barat tangshode, azizam :)

; amiera.

2009-12-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

' you already know what i want to say. I miss you so much, i'm already missing you. The moment we hugged and cried justnow, I didnt want to let go. Please take good care of yourself when you head off to Canada, I'll miss you so, so, gazillion so much. I'll do my best to see you off at the airport if i really can.

we've been through just so much, too many things together. You told me im like the sister you never had, the same goes for you. You're more than just a good friend, you're more than that. You're a beautiful person with an intelligent mind, and never look down on yourself. You're awesome just the way you are and have made lots of people love you because you are you! :)

I'll always, always, always miss you.

; not just a friend.

2009-11-29T16:26:00.003+08:00

; i just love owl city. i love his songs.

my life has never been this exciting and happening. amanda was right, we're both at the happiest point in our lives now. For the first time, exams do not have a reason to make me feel stressed out.

so what happens after my exams? I'll be heading back home on the 8th. I have no idea why i was booked for such an early flight back, since I seriously have nothing much to do at all back there. But i guess it makes sense as most of my friends are leaving for their own countries early December too. Most of them are going back to their snowing hometown, but not me. sigh. But what makes this all worse is the fact that i'll be saying a lot of goodbyes to a lot of close friends. All of them leaving to other countries, far away. And what sucks more than knowing that the last time I'll be seeing you is next week? That the remaining 4 days starting from tomorrow will be the last time I'm seeing you?

you know who you are, you :) I'll surely miss you so badly. I'll post a picture of us once you allow me to blog about where you are going off to. I'll miss everything about you, even the simplest thing. Your smile and your caterpillar move with your green blanket. :) I want you to know, you've been an amazing friend. Truly amazing. Thanks for everything that you've done for me, I'll miss those night we stay up and share secrets, talk, and gossip. Our lives have been so interesting, have they not? We always have stories to tell each other. You're one hell of a crazy woman, always have been. And I hope that the next time we meet, you're still that crazy woman.

Thanks for making me a crazy person, too :) No, I'm not being sarcastic. Seriously, thanks. I'll miss all of the things that we did together. Shopping, make-ups and so much more. no one can ever replace you and i hope you'll have the best of the best when you head to that other place for your studies. you'll do great in the exams tomorrow and the next day. trust me, you will :)

i love you. :)

for the ones.

2009-11-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

; it's always been you guys i depend on.

we've always found a way to connect;

and through it all you guys have been amazing.

you were right, syu, what does it mean?

are friendships just a game?

what does it mean to make really good friends,

and when they leave, what happens after that?

shima, yes i do have a weird obsession on the dwarf outfit. but like you, i'm weird in a certain way :) drama class with you has certainly brought us closer.

syuyi, you crazy woman. you were the one dancing like a drunk ;) hopefully we still get to gossip as much as we get to now in the future.

jia kai, i'm always going to be here for you :) anytime you feel down or anything, you know you can depend on me. and the same goes for me, i know that.

adilet, you've always reminded me of my older brothers. and im proud to be your little sister :) stop polluting my mind with sick jokes!

hatso, the one from madagascar! :) yea you're one funny guy and i love your sense of fashion :) the scarves!

mostafa, another bully like adilet! i love putting my hand on your HEAD.

nadira, what you said that night was all true. but i have my own faults too. we're just human and we make mistakes.

mark, copolo :) you're gonna leave soon. i'm glad to be one of the first people to talk to you when you came to SIS. gonna miss you.

mahendra, my dearest son :) you're one hell of a deep person. so much thought to share :) i love you.

cedric, you've always been there for me. just letting me know that things will be fine. so thanks a much :)

; 3 days.

; a moment like this.

2009-11-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

; the night that was, once.

i need you now, like i never did before.

and when you leave soon,

i'll surely miss you.

but i'll smile when you leave,

because i know you can't wait too.

but dear you,

please don't forget me.

doosetdaram.

; we danced. we danced!

2009-11-27T16:21:00.008+08:00

'; i have to say, prom last night was a blast! Total awesomeness. All the pretty ladies and handsome gentlemen ;) It was amazing. Lots of pictures taken. I have around 300 over pictures. My camera died when it came to the dancing time so that sucked. But who cares, everyone was dancing like crazzzzzy! For the first 20 minutes over I danced with my heels. After that I just threw put heels at one side. Man, I've never danced so much and so long and sweat so much in my whole life. Everyone was high and just dancing away like crazy! :D Even the teachers danced with us! :)

Prom was interesting too as there were performances by students and there were a couple of videos, one made by me, shown to the school. Isaac, Syeyi, and Sonia gave the valedictorian speech. It was touching :)

Prom ended around 12 midnight. Tho me and 10 other people stayed back to hang out and just cherish these last few moments. For the guys, it was really emotional. They were all crying. Me, Syu and Shima were just looking. After that, we all headed to the nearest KFC and sat there, talked and joked until around 2am. Those who were there were me, Jia Kai, Hatso, Syeyi, Cedric, Adilet, Hooman, Syuyi, Farid, and Shima.

Yesterday was also the last day of school. Like I say, exams would be on the coming Monday until Wednesday. I really have to study for Biology and History, two major subjects. :/

;right before

; amanda wong.

; mostafa :)

; Olly and Dias!!!

; Cedric, my date.

; mostafa with the ladies

; jia kai and amiera :D

; and him again.

; a crazy bunch of us. ;)

; Hatso Madagascar!

; happy 4 friends @ prom.

; Oh! Clarence

;Fariddddd.

; Mostafa

; Syu and Farid.

;Adilet and yours truly.

;Aziza!

; shimmy shima

; shoe.

; as a couple, we shall take lots of pictures. :)

; FARID.

; Mr Smajda rocks!

; Eunice.

; Mr Owen!

; Mori ;)

; Mark Teoh.

; Febri

; Jesselyn

; JFK.

; all the graduates. spot me :)

; Dias and Olllllly.

; Yasamine

; Dearest Ms Rani.

; Amanda, Megan, me, Stephanie

; Fayed.

; Ms Shannon. :D

; Cedric.

; crazy people.

; right before we started dancing.

; after this picture, my camera died. -.-

But then again! I had so much fun, especially dancing :) My legs and toes are so sore and aching now. I see red spots all over :\ Gah, but it was for fun so it's worth it :)

It's all so surreal. Seems just like yesterday I just joined SIS and swoosh, two years have past and now it's time to leave and go somewhere else and start new again. Well not really in my case as most people from the gang are going to CIMP too, anyway, but no doubt certain things will definitely change.

Like we say, SIS was a very fun ride and a worthwhile journey.

flying by.

2009-11-25T09:28:00.002+08:00

Thousand apologies. I know I havent' been blogging for a very long while. A lot is happening in my life :) We're having our last semester assembly later at 2 and prom is tomorrow night. Exams next Monday to Wednesday, then I'm free! (:

Oh, not to mention I'm graduating too!

Yeap, a lot has been going on. School trips, theme days, birthdays, signing people's yearbook.

my life is at its peak right now :)

overdued halloween pictures!

2009-11-01T21:58:00.007+08:00

Here are the overdued Halloween pictures from last Friday! :) I've been too lazy to blog so yea. :) thinking gonna delete this blog again?

PARANOIA.

2009-10-30T20:01:00.001+08:00

I AM SO PARANOID.

I THINK I ACTUALLY SUFFER FROM PARANOIA.

; it's gonna heal.

2009-10-24T00:52:00.002+08:00

miera :)

i'm awake, she's sleeping. haha.

Ouch, not only my legs ache today. Even my arms ache now! Ouch, the muscles the muscles! Mrs Smajda announced the winner of yesterday's amazing race and it was a tie between two groups, one of them group Makaian- which consists of Adilet, Cedric, Mahendra, and Hatso. If you must know, their group's name "MAKAIAN" is made of Madagascar, Kazakhstan, India, and Iran. Each of the country representing where each of them comes from. I'm proud of them. They get to eat free pizza! ( ;

There was open mic today, too :) A lot of performers went today, and Amiera was one of them. Went to lunch at the uni cafe after that. It was raining so dang heavy. Like literally, it was pouring.

I'm actually starving now. I didn't actually had a proper dinner today but whatever. I'll just each tomorrow (: I actually think this is the best yet the most boring weekend ever: I have no homework. at all.

insecurities. oh how i used to live my life by this particular word. now it's your turn. but don't worry, you're going to be just fine. all you need to do is just accept yourself for who you are. you might not be satisfied with yourself and your life, but remember, you're the only you in the whole wide world.

nights. :)

opps, morning!

schoolday lagoon!

2009-10-22T20:57:00.008+08:00

Woooohoo today was sooooo much fun! :) Schoolday spent at Lagoon! We were to have an amazing race at Lagoon for 2 hours and then have lunch, then free time until 3.30! :) I chose to be in a group with Clarence, Celine, and Mark. There were a lot of tasks we had to do and got wet for some but it was all fun :)

It rained quite a lot during the free time, though, but yet we had fun still :) Best schooltrip I ever know :D Not to mention I get to buy cotton candy at the end! :)

Heh, pictures!

Dress down tomorrow! :)

; your way, my way.

2009-10-16T19:51:00.003+08:00

I'm currently at my uncle's condo in Penang right now. The rest of the family and relatives are in the living room and singing away to the new Karaoke set they got two days ago. Meanwhile, my brother is on the plane from KL to Penang right now, so i'll be seeing him in about 40 minutes? :) I actually wanted to post some pictures up but I did not bring my card reader, but here's an update! : ) What am I doing here, really? Let's just say there is a small family gathering for this Deepavali holidays! I arrived last night from KL, will be heading back on Sunday.

Now, this trip has an interesting start ! So the taxi picked me up yesterday after school and brought me to LCCT, and when I reached there I checked in and mingled around for a while. I was bored, so I went inside the boarding room. And I did so and was walking really slow and sleepily 'cause I was taking my time. I got to Gate 6, looked around for seats, I looked to the left and TA-DAAA! Guess who I saw? Mr and Mrs Smajda, Ms Tanja and Aaron Tan! They were all sitting in a group so I joined them. Such coincidence eh :) Mr and Mrs Smajda and Ms Tanja were going to go to Penang too but unfortunately we are on different flights, but we'll be on the same flight back to KL on Sunday! :) Aaron, on the other hand, was heading to Kuching. It was cool cause we were talking and joking until we boarded our flights.

I was already quite sleepy when I got to Penang but then my parents brought me to my uncle's place where everybody was. Had bubuchacha (WOOOHOOOOOOO) and then sang karaoke! :D I sang YMCA and I Don't Want To Miss A Thing :)

I like this holiday, because I do not have any homework :) Well, I do. but it taks only 3 minutes of the entire holiday time :) Besides that, nothing at all! :D

'all in all, the time in Penang is going great :)

i shall post the picures up when I get to! Ciaoo (:

; the lost times.

2009-10-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

our pretty asses; our pretty backs.

So during lunch today I went to the Sunway Open Day in MPH upstairs along with Adilet, Cedric, Farid, and Jia Kai. There were a lot of other graduating SIS students there too but we went in groups. I managed to talk to the Sunway Psychology Department again for the second time - the first time was during their university open day almost 4 or 5 months ago. But anyway, I got the same booklet again and the same information. Asked about the subjects I have to take and it looks like I am on the right track right now. :)

There will be more universities open day in a few weeks' time. I'll be going with the same guys again, I suppose.

Not to mention, I bumped into Munyee and Sean and a couple of other previous SIS students like Frans, Kevin, Shauna, Tram, Denise, and Najwa. I spent quite some time talking to Mun Yee while her bf talked to Cedric. It was goooood catching up with her. Sean - your hair is so long! I didnt manage to talk to Sean, though - just said hi.

There's Domino's pizza for lunch tomorrow!

'cept i didnt order. -.-

the kiss.

2009-10-12T20:04:00.003+08:00

"the kiss" by auguste rodin.

I'm studying the sculpture above for History class and have to make a presentation about it by next Monday. I'm also studying the emo culture for History :)

It's so hard to believe, that there are only 7 more weeks left for me and the rest of the students who are graduating. We had a meeting today after school about studying in CIMP next year. Tomorrow, we'll be wearing the graduation robes and take a group picture altogether. This has gotten me thinking, my high school life is actually coming to an end. 7 more weeks, and I'll be packing my room into a luggage and finding a new place to live in, and going to a new place to study, new environment.

This friday is a holiday. I'm flying down to Penang this coming Thursday at night so I'm heading off to the airport almost an hour after school. So, there's been a lot of talk about the school prom :) These are a few of "who's going with who" :)

-No, i'm not mention ;)

this week is going to pass by real fast. And then 6 weeks left. Ah gosh, time flies.

; my biology experiment baby.

2009-10-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

aniwaten.

if you're wondering what this is, it's my "baby" from an experiment I did in Biology class :)

My partner was Wan En, together we named the baby Aniwaten :)

This was a few days ago :) earlier this week.

So I watched Year One on the laptop today, it's hilarious ;)

Just painted my nails pink :)

; you got down on one knee.

; oh my.

2009-10-09T22:57:00.004+08:00

; if time would just stop for a moment.

And yes, Friday is finally here! I feel kinda relaxed as I passed up quite a number of homework that were due today and for next week, like the drama and bm homework. Albeit I have some other assignments to do over this weekend, they are quite minor, so no worries! :)

Today was also dress down today. We'll be having dress down for the rest of the Fridays in October to help raise money for prom. Each person has to pay RM3 if they dress down. I did dress down, so there goes one RM3. Prom has to happen!

For lunch today, I did the "Jia Kai'. I went vegetarian :D I havent been eating a lot of veggies these days so I better start.

I just came back almost an hour ago. I was at a church with Celine and few other students from our school. Why, you ask, was I in a church AT NIGHT when I'm NOT CHRISTIAN? Very simple, there was a Christian band alllll the way from Sydney, Australia tonight. They were gonna play some songs and all those stuff. I must say, their music is pretty good. ;) Halfway through, Celine's dad came and so we had to go back. But all in all, it's been a good experience.

And like what Nadira said in her blog, there will be an SIS Idol + Dance Competition on the same night! What I thought was that the guys in our gang (Cedric, Jia Kai, Mark, Mahendra, Hatso, Clarence, and Adilet ) would be dancing to "Barbie Girl". But when I double checked justnow, instead they are going to SING to "Barbie Girl" ??? Haha, either way, it's going to be interesting to watch!

History class has been pretty interesting this whole week, we finished watching Schindler's List and today we watched a documentary on interviews on the Holocaust survivors. It's amazing to hear them talk from their very own experience, actually, because when I watched it in class justnow, the way they told their stories could actually make me feel like I was there, witnessing it all. After watching the movie and studying more about the Holocaust, I felt just sick to my stomach. What the people did to the Jews, it was beyond inhuman.

Ah, I'm tired and feeling sleepy. :)

Monday all the graduates will be taking a group pictureee. I saw the graduating costume few days ago! :o

; time to be scared.

2009-10-08T20:08:00.005+08:00

So our school boys played against ELC yesterday - I didnt stay for the whole game though. I left after the second half started but I did managed to take some pictures! Anddddd - though we lost 4 - 0, I guess it was a good game? Haha ;) Well, the guys said the game was "stupid". ( :

I've been really happy with the amount of sleeping I've been having these few nights. Last night I slept at around 10? That is damn early for the other students in my school :)

Prom is approaching! It's not official yet but I bet it's gonna happen? People - guys - are asking girls to prom :D This is really interesting! :) It's just crazy, you know, knowing who's going with who to prom. And the best part yet - watching my guy friends asking girls to prom. All of them have been quite successful so that's good! Haha! :)

from yesterday;

farid is succcha poser :D

mark teoh.

farid.

i camwhore with farid :)

Celine : )

i like the color of my thigh here :D

oh yea, i tattooed my own hand :)

Frans and Jon were there toooo with their Red Bulls

the elc guys.

hatso : )

and they ranranran.

sonia chang.

hah the guys look really little.

guan kit

eunice and pauline fiercely cheering :D

Yuka! Mr B's daughter :)

today was interesting. ALl the P.E classes today performed their dances and im lucky enough to be able to be there and record some of the performances! :) I shall upload one of the videos after this update :)

Oh yay Friday is coming! :D

; listen to the rain.

2009-10-07T14:26:00.004+08:00

There's a birthday wish to make! :)

; he's the one wearing "Timberland".

Happy Birthday Mostafa! :D

I'll press your head later! (:

I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. :( It isnt that nothing is happening, a lot is happening, but I just couldnt find the time to update these days. :)

Oh, by the way -

There is a soccer game after school today and im going to stay back to watch though there is a big History test tomorrow - gah. There are a lot to study for and we've been watching Schindler's List in History class this week, my class just finished the movie today and I gotta say, it's a really good movie and allowed me to know more of what happened during WW2.

I've also been helping with my sister's friend's video shooting assignment, im acting as the leading character in the short clip, they're going to give me a copy of the complete movie when they're done editing it! :)

So, all in all, i've been pretty busy these days but happy, of course! :)

School's yearbook is out and it costs RM40! :o I'll pay mine tomorrow :)

my blog has been a bored lately, but i promise, it won't stay that way long! :D

uh um, prommmmmmmm. :)

the good things.

2009-10-03T10:28:00.003+08:00

Flames to dust, lovers to friends ; why do all good things come to an end?

and another one.

2009-10-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

And so, I tagged along with some other people to watch the soccer game between our school and ISKL, it was a good game : ) I watched more than taking pictures, mainly because I've had enough pictures from where the game stopped the last time we were here.

It was an exciting game; me and Amiera were shouting and our hearts beating fast :) So yea, it was exciting!

Pictures =)

Mahendra :)

Siamak and Salar on the left :D

Weini smiling.

Andraaa.

Ilya and Dong who also came to watch the game.

Hatso Madagascar!

stretching before the game.

amiera and i :)

Febri.

Adilet's our captain (:

before the game started.

Hah! Adilet looks awesome in this picture!

Ramtin and Mehdi

Febri, Ola and Aziza.

I'm going to be super busy this weekend :(

; we're a little closer now.

2009-10-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

; the simplest form of love.

i love you, you love me.

I've been having mood swings lately. I'll be happy one second and frustrated and angry the next second. I mean, i have reasons for being frustrated and angry but i'd rather not talk about it. The only person I can talk to about this is someone in school.

Life in high school has been pretty interesting - lots of dramas and classes are just fun, especially Drama class for me albeit there are the occasional down side of everything. I've learnt, in these few weeks, that maybe sometimes not talking to certain people is just for the best. High school is indeed where I learn more to be myself and to really find the right group of people to be around with. Yet, it is so weird how hanging out with someone at first can feel so right - and after months of not hanging out with that someone can make me feel so much better.

[Though it bothers me that you might be better than me. That sometimes you get to do things that I don't, just know that it doesnt make me less "human" than you are. ]

There was football practice today, me and Celine went to watch the guys at the field for a while. We left after 20 minutes - we didnt want to get hit by the soccer balls. There's a match between our school and ISKL again tomorrow :) The game was stopped two weeks ago due to lightning and thunder so it's gonna continue tomorrow.

Justnow at the football practice,

Mr Gregory. Me

Are you going to the football tournament tomorrow?

I dunno - Can i? :)

Sure.

Hahaaaaaaaaaaa! :) And then i'm going to do my hours this Saturday. :) It's going to be good. Plus it's dress down day tomorrow! : )

teddy and penguin <3

so much drama, so little time.

2009-09-30T22:12:00.003+08:00

High school dramas and the gossips make life so much more interesting.

OMG.

2009-09-28T15:04:00.001+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EMBARRASSED IN MY LIFE.

28-02-2009

2009-09-27T13:35:00.004+08:00

It was raining like mad just a couple of minutes ago. Me and Amiera were on our way to have lunch and we only had an umbrella with us. The rain was really, really heavy plus there was lightning and strong wind. We stepped into a puddle of rainwater and got our pants wet.

It made me remember about that rainy night on February 28 this year.

It was the first night that me, Amiera, Jia Kai, Cedric and Frans hung out together after a rainy night. I remember it was me and Amiera eating and it was raining very heavily like today too, and we called Jia Kai to bring us an umbrella. And somehow he came with Cedric who brought a super big umbrella. I think the story went something like that? :)

Anyway, all of us were soaking wet by the time we got back to hostel. We all took our baths and decided to meet at Cosy Corner to hang out and watch a movie and to play monopoly. That was the night that started this awesome friendship and also known as our movie nights. :)

Now, I really miss that night.

; those were the days that changed my life.

2009-09-26T20:07:00.008+08:00

One thing I do not like about this year is probably the fact that it is nothing like last year's. Though I have to say this year is also awesome itself, last year was in fact amazing and the time where I started having a proper group of friends. It was when I started to feel more comfortable with myself and the people around me, it was when I really felt safe and comfortable being away from home.

I have to say, the friends I made last year made a change in my life. There were a lot of things we did and talked about. Truth to be told, they're the best kind of friends I first knew existed. No offence to my friends back home, but the ones from here are totally different from the friends back home. There were a lot more that I experienced when I made friends here.

I was thinking about last year - and decided to look at the pictures from last year and to blog about it. Maybe, i was hoping, to revive those moments.

i remember;

; syu cooking lunch for us while we baked cakes for the graduates.

; shopping with Manda, Syu, and Shima before we baked cakes.

; practicing our dance moves with Mun Yee leading us ;)

; the group picture taken on Adilet's bday that was so hard to capture.

; making the school name with our bodies.

; chu ching's spongebob pencil case.

; syu, nadira and I got splashed by water :D

; crazy camwhoring sessions in bm class.

; hanging out with chu ching and the rest.

; Na Eun and I dead tired and sweating after a trek.

; hanging out with Sean. :)

; wearing those sports attires every morning for P.E.

; the fun we had on Halloween.

; being on the rooftop with Amanda.

; Mun Yee and Sean's papermade camera!

; the night on the monkey bar.

; graduation in water. ;)

; trying out dresses with Ms Manda at Forever 21

; this group picture after school's very first SIS Idol.

; after the basketball match.

; sean liking this picture a lot.

; this awesome group picture :)

; goofing around and posing.

; the cake we made for Sean, Munyee and Chu Ching..

; business class, sitting next to Amanda.

; that very night where the joy ended.

It's safe to say there are a lot that I remember about. Watching videos and looking at pictures, just wondering where have those moments went. I've drifted apart from most people in these pictures. We're still friends, but we do not hang out with each other, talk to each other like how we all used to before. 3 of them have graduated, and though we try our best to chat and find time to hang out, clearly things are not the same. The rest I walk past them in the school hallway, and all we say is "Hi" and "Bye". Or maybe just giving each other a small wave.

And though I hate that this is happening, there is no one to blame for it. Time and studies are the main stuff that drift us apart. Some of us do not have classes together and our timetables just do not go along. It's sad, actually, that a lot of us are drifting apart. I do not really know what is happening anymore in their lives. And sometimes it is not that I do not make the effort to bring the friendship closer, but sometimes I admit I do not want to, and sometimes it is just that I can't. It has to work both sides.

But i guess things sometimes change for better things. maybe.

This year, i've made loads of new friends who eventually have become my close and best friends too. It would be wrong to say that these new friends replace the old friends, but they have definitely fill in their spaces when there is nothing there.

but these pictures - those moments;

were the days that changed my life.

; I can hear you.

2009-09-26T11:40:00.003+08:00

with celine soon; @ pyramid.

Whooo, the lack of updates! I've been pretty busy and tiring myself out lately. I came back from my uncle's place on Wednesday and stayed over at Celine's two nights ago. :) I love her dog! He's so cute and so white and fluffy! We ate a lot of junk food while watching Just My Luck at her place. That night, we stayed up talking until 3.30am before we went to sleep. And we woke up at 8 in the morning the next morning -.-

My brother flew back to Sandakan yesterday too, and my mum sent me a text message saying they are going to this nice place to eat dim sum for breakfast, asking me whether I wanted to join. Luckily I'm not the kind of people of live to eat, or else I would have taken a flight back straightaway. :)

Black Eyed Peas' concert was also last night! But no, I didnt go. I did, however, heard their concert from my hostel room! :) I could hear them performing 'Where Is The Love", "Boom Boom Pow", "Don't Phunk With My Heart", "I Got A Feeling" and some others. ;) I could hear Will.I.Am shouting to the crowd and Fergie's solo in "Pump It". It was kinda cool. A part of me wished I could be there in the crowd, shouting and cheering along. I guess it's one feeling being there at the actual concert, and another feeling being somewhere close listening to the concert but not being able to be there.

The ending ceremony for their concert was pretty cool. There were hundreds of pretty fireworks and I was looking out from my window at the fireworks. Really, really pretty and awesome! :)

A lot of concerts are coming up in the next few months -

2-10-09 - Boys Like Girls, Lenka, and Paul Freeman.

10-10-09 - All American Rejects

24-10-09 - Akon

25-10-09 - Beyonce.

I'm hoping to go to at least one of these. :(

Ah, this makes me remember about Rihanna's concert. It was supposed to be in February this year but it is postponed. It's been more than 6 months and it still is not here yet. Amanda has helped us all get a refund for the concert tickets money. The excitement I had for the concert already died down months ago. ._.

Anyway, I have to redo my assignment as I did them wrongly. Nothing big, though. Will take me only about 20 minutes?

School starting on Monday - this holiday passed really quickly for me. :\ Didnt do a lot for this holiday and it was kinda boring.

; your nose.

2009-09-22T15:59:00.003+08:00

today I went to one of the most famous towers of Kuala Lumpur - twin towers.

and again, I went there today. however, I did some shopping today - i got myself a magazine and a Nicholas Sparks book. It's been a while since I've spent my money.

I woke up at 9.21 this morning because I slept at 2 plus in the morning. Watched Sepet by the late Yasmin Ahmad. Gah, sad sad love movie. :( I was almost crying myself.

twin tower, ya'll know.

did a little bit of camwhoring.

you see, i've been neglecting myself lately.

my two purchases of the day.

listening to - Owl City.

While at Kinokuniya justnow, I tried looking for the Postsecret book. I got help from the information centre and wow-wow-wow guess what? They have it! I wanted to buy it. But it costs rm88 and rm103. -.- I'd be broke if I bought them. Gah, so I just left them seeing that I read Postsecret every Sunday anyway.

Bumped into a very rude girl justnow. Quite a big girl too, I'd say she was about - 12 to 15? Or maybe slightly older? Either way, she's a teenager. We were walking past Sakae Sushi and I think her dad was suggesting they eat there or something, and she made this sick vomiting sound. It's so disgusting. I looked at her in disgust and thought, "ew". Plus she made it so loud. Then she bumped into me. Siao lang.

Had Haagan Daaz today too :) And then Aunty Anne's. today's pretty good plus the weather too.

-the color that you visualize.

take my hand, we're leaving here tonight

2009-09-21T18:02:00.003+08:00

; i was there, 23. :) i was there.

I've been doing a lot, and I meant A LOT of sleeping this holiday, especially after coming and staying over at my uncle's. My eyes are red today, could be lack of sleep or maybe I overslept? I slept at 2 in the morning last night 'cuz I was online and chatting away with people. :)

Went to KLCC today and managed to watch G Force with my aunt and the little cousins. Truthfully, the movie isnt as good as I thought it would be. Sure, the guinea pigs are cute - but the actions and everything made them not so cute. :\

"no one's left to stop you now".

; jia kai, you sexy beast.

2009-09-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

my friend Jia Kai is sexy! :)

He lost a bet with the rest of the guys in Ipoh, and this is what he has to do. Amazing there are more than 30 comments within 10 minutes! haha :)

' the hari raya post.

2009-09-20T22:17:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya! :) Though I think it's too late for me to say this but the day has not end yet, right? :) Everyone else is already asleep in this house. There's something nice about being online at night when everything else is quiet. Plus music playing :)

I went swimming with the cousins in the evening. It wasn't that much of a fun, the water was ice cold, probably from the rain. But at least I got to do a little bit of exercise. :) that feels good. I decided to stop swimming and head back when my little cousin told me he saw a snail in a nearby bush. ._.

Here are some pictures I took of today and from yesterday :)

it was raining heavily yesterday.

i love this picture.

my cousins have 4 little tortoises.

sleeping cuties :)

me in the red baju kurung today :D

my uncle and his family ;)

i took the liberty of taking their family picture.

say hi to Khalisa :)

' swing swing!

Ibrahim's famous "peace-in-the-eye" sign.

someone really loves the swing, eh?

I find this picture rather cute!

Mohammed :)

ahhh so cute.

I told Ibrahim to smile.

this is how he smiles.

reminds me of my brother, Jiansheng.

Mohd was pulling Ibrahim like a floor mat. :D

Ibrahim was laughing, friggin cuteeee!

The plan tomorrow is to go to KLCC, plus I also need to go fix and make my spectacles tighter. Since some dude kicked soccer ball last Saturday at me and hit my face hard. ._. Yes, I dont think I mention that in my earlier post. But yes, this happened.

; it's been a long time.

2009-09-20T09:28:00.007+08:00

hello, yes im going to start blogging again. It's been quite a while. I've been up to a lot of things, been to many places. The major highlights of what I have been doing for the past few weeks? I went to Lagoon with a bunch of people and been to 2 futsal tournaments. I've also posted up some pictures from the day.

I've missed blogging.

My life's been pretty good these few weeks, I couldnt ask for anything better. Occasionally there are the ups and downs, but other than all's been good.

We're having a one week break for Raya and am currently at my uncle's place in Ampang. I'm alone actually, since they've gone out to do their prayers. I tried fasting with them yesterday. Half-fasting, more like, since I drank water. But I didnt eat. ;) I have a red baju kurung on now and am on the 19th floor of a condo. ._.

I've completed all my homework too.

KL's been raining quite a lot. And it was cool to see the rain from the 19th floor yesterday. (:

Also been watching quite a lot of movies - Up, I Love You Beth Cooper, The Ugly Truth, Aliens in the Attic and many others. Gonna watch G-Force real soon, most probably with Celine and two other people ;)

I've gotten real close to Celine recently. I remember I didnt really like her when I first knew her but now I think she's quite a great person. ;)

futsal tournament with the teachers -

some of the people who came to watch

celine. ;))

Mr. B's daughter, Yuka

Dias and Ilya.

We were starving- luckily Eunice brought these panda biscuits!

Li Xian.

Clarence Oh. my world war buddy. Been quite close to him too. :)

Cedric's team and Adi's team against each other.

the most interesting part of the whole tournament. :)

Adilet.

Cedric's group came second.

Adi's group won.

THE TEACHERS LOST. :D HAH.

Mr Futa, new principle.

Adilet with the trophy (:

from left: maga, farid, max, adi, djambu.

Futsal tournament with ISKL -

it was held in ISKL, I tagged along to snap some pictures. Some photographers from the year Book Club went too. It was a good game, though it was raining quite heavily and the game had to be stopped. We lost 1-0.

Ratri, Nityasa, Albert.

the guys warming up.

Isaac is the one who looks like he's doing the split! :D

Group A.

yea, it was raining pretty bad. :(

we could've won, you know.

Day at Lagoon -

me, Clarence, Hatso, Mahendra, Cedric, Hooman and Mark spent the whole day at Lagoon - extreme park, amusement park and water park! I didnt go on ANY rides - watching the guys shouting on the rides were entertaining enough!

I enjoyed water park the most. Getting wet and just crossing the overhead hanging bridge :) awesome day spent well.

yeap we had a brochure!

Hatso Madagascarrrr!

the first ride.

after water park.

group picture :)

- ive been hanging out a lot with guys.

my cotton candy babeh!

I've got a lot of great things to look forward to when school starts next week. Life will be awesome and there's prom! Then graduation! :)

perfect timing, the cousins just came back again ;) I've got a cute 3-year-old sitting beside me :)

xoxo.

2009-09-04T21:55:00.001+08:00

; now you and i haven't camwhore in a bit :)

anyway. im going to delete this blog tomorrow. :)

mime you? :)

2009-09-02T21:59:00.009+08:00

Mime's show today is a blast! The whole thing is just amazing and I especially loved the part where we helped each other do our faces and the whole designing stuff :) All of us left our period 6 classes earlier to get ready for the show. Ms Shannon was helping the others design their faces with the black paint when I walked in. Negin helped me put the white powder on my face. I helped Shima and Cedric paint design their faces and Shima helped me with mine :)

Not to mention there were a lot of people watching too! :) Teachers and students; both.

The whole show went really well so Im glad :) Im also so proud of myself and all the other people in the class.

The whole process itself was really fun :) Staying "backstage" in the hallway not making a sound and just joking around silently :D

Lots of pictures for you to see :) so take your time!

Negin with the peace sign and Celine.

Ms Shannon doing How Han's face

Serene.

Wenyi.

Shima and I :D

Mori the ballet dancer (:

Sukesh and Evan

How Han!

Serene, How Han, Mori

Me and my ghostly face! :D

Priya and Keke.

Noah Ezrin :)

Shima..

Shima drawing a heart shape on my lips :)

and the rest of my face -

Hah. :) We look like ghosts.

I did her face! :D

negin.

Cedric and Noah.

I did Cedric's eyes!

Mori, Priya, Pauline, Celine and Shima

Shima, me and Celine

Wonji

Mori and Negin

Jasamin

Marcus Chin

Gerrard as a baby :)

We were acting as kids -

and jumping around.

dancing scene :D

slow dance-ing.

Darren as the Angel of Death

the funeral scene

oh gosh i really look sad.

taking a bow.

the whole class with Ms Shannon :)

It's been a great week minus all the assignments that are due at the end of this week! :D But oh wells. :) Today's awesome so it shall stay that way eh!

Merdeka merdekaaaa!

2009-08-31T21:43:00.003+08:00

Happy Merdeka, Malaysiaaaaaaaa! :)

How did you spent the day? Me, Cedric, JK and Amiera went to 1u to watch Orphan. It's a disturbing movie haha : ) but it's not as scary as I thought it will be. :D We ate at Burger King and walked around. Then we went to Coffee Bean. After the movie, we took a taxi back to Pyramid and took some pictures with that machine thingy :)

Pictures. :D

What's on my mind right now? A lot of things :) But mime show stands out! :D

Muah.

2009-08-31T10:05:00.001+08:00

So me and Amiera watched Cruel Intentions last night and also made our own popcorn! To see the pictures, go to Amiera's blog :)

Loves!

the sunset today.

2009-08-30T19:52:00.002+08:00

Ever watch the sunset? :)

Me and Amiera did today. One good thing about it is that we'll be able to go to the rooftop in the university and just hang around in the garden and just eating stuff and talking. So before we went, we brought some snacks along with us <3

It was so totally worth it - the view is really calming and the wind is cooling : ) It wasn't long before we went back to the hostel again. Now we plan to watch Cruel Intentions :)

And tomorrow is going to be a fun dayyyyyyyy <3

that's us,

if you can see or tell. :D

Amieraaaaaaa.

yours truly.

and my newly-painted red nails :D

snacks.

us.

wind wind winddddddd.

BLEAH.

the sunset :)

( :

"I believe in you, i believe in me.

I believe in us"

<3

2009-08-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY LONG PINK HAIR. :(

WITH THE GREEN HIGHLIGHTS AT THE BACK.

SOBS.

i love you.

2009-08-30T15:32:00.002+08:00

; when you were supposed to be there.

Nothing could be more frightening for me in the morning than hearing the news that DJ AM is dead. DEAD. All I know is that he and Nicole Richie dated for a while before she was with Joel Madden. He survived a plane crash with Blink's Travis. But now, he's dead? First Michael Jackson, Yasmin Ahmad - and now him? What's going on with the celebrities eh?

Amiera is asleep and Im bored to the core. I'm also feeling cold, yes, in this hot Malaysian weather. Or is it just the room? I have no idea. I just feel cold and want a heater. :|

The plan tomorrow is to hang out with Jia Kai, Cedric, Amiera and Siva and to watch Orphan. Final Destination ain't out yet so we're gonna wait for that movie next time. :)

I suggest Jia Kai and Cedric to wear helmets to protect themselves for tomorrow during the movie ;) *inside story*

CIAAAAO.

Merdeka eh Merdeka!

2009-08-29T10:30:00.002+08:00

So here are some pictures from the BM Merdeka presentation taken by Amiera :) We all look so patriotic if you ask me!

preparing preparing.

Hanis, Isaac in the sarong haha, Jia Kai, Jun Ming, Kaa Yeong.

Our "host"

Carissa and Jun Ming :)

Imagine That <3

2009-08-28T22:30:00.005+08:00

Watched Imagine That today with the guys :) If Eddie Murphy is in the movie, for sure it will partly be a funny movie. Plussss, I did a lot of presentations today which were fun! For BM I wore a baju kurung as we were doing a presentation on Merdeka ;D

'Nyways, I stayed back to practise drama with Cedric, Celine, Fayed, Shankar and Shima until around 2. Adilet, Mahendra and Hatso watched us practised and helped us with the music. It's all going pretty well ;)

3 days of holidays babehh! :) Me, Jia Kai, Amiera and Cedric plan to go to KL on Merdeka Day to see what will happen. Those parade and stuff, you know :) Should be fun! Which is why I plan to finish all my homework ASAP.

AND - after god-knows-how-many-years I did not take pictures of friends and myself, I finally did today! :)

Now y'all know Mahendra :)

Gah, Cedric's new hairstyle :)

at Mr Teppanyaki's

arcade, people? :)

waiting for Mostafa's driver. That's his younger brother on the right.

introducing - the guys I went out with today ;)

group picture bAbehHHHH :D

camera out of focus and i look a lot like a fish :D

And we saw Albert! :)

He brings his DSLR to us -

"CLICK!"

Hah :) Modelling right beside lagoon?

and then there was 4.

"Albert, albert"

BURGER KING! Newly opened at Pyramid!

Okay :) I'm all tired :D

; as the sky is blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-08-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

our golden days. <3

OMG OMG TODAY IS REALLY GOOD :) And why you ask? First of all there is no homework at all for tonight and no quizzes or tests to study for! I laughed a lot today : ) We also had a rehearsal for Drama today which went really well - complete with the white mime gloves which reminded me of Mickey Mouse! Plus those funny things the guys did justnow with JK's cello. :D

It was raining too today but it wasn't that heavy by night.

Anyway BM today is awesomeee too! We'll be doing a Merdeka presentation tomorrow so we practised today. Towards the end of the presentation we are to sing Negaraku. So Carissa youtube-ed a Negaraku song justnow and we sang along. She loaded the wrong video and instead it was the "parody" video - we were singing halfway and then it was like "yo yo". :))

Anyway, study period justnow is fun too ;) Me, Cedric, Amiera, Adilet, Diaz, and Dong were watching videos on YouTube. First we watched a sad one, then a funny one, then a sad one, then a funny one again. Daaaayyyyyymmmmmmn. :)

And and and tomorrow's already Friday! Time sure is flying realll fast! Hah! :)

today is aaammmmaaaazzzzzing ;D

a broken heart disease.

2009-08-25T23:01:00.001+08:00

denise and jiansheng, mummy has a message for you guys.

I have been away from blogging and this blog because well, there's nothing to blog about. No pictures taken. Me and Amiera did facial masks justnow :) We were in the bathroom applying the masks when we heard some noises outside. It was Aziza, Ola, and Jesslyn. Me and Amiera were stuck inside the bathroom with our SHREK-GREEN FACES for almost 5 minutes. We could hear the three girls laughing outside. At the end, we just ran out and into our room. :D It was very funny ;D

How's school been? The same, I could tell you. Drama's interesting because everyday we are practising our plays for our first mime show - (; I hope all things go well!

Know how people say the past is the past? Well - I have been feeling how I used to feel lately. And though some people might say im at the happiest point of my life currently, i do still feel disappoinment and regrets. Sometimes walking around in the school, just wondering what is going to happen. Walking around, waiting for something to happen. I haven't been getting enough sleep too.

why're we always waiting for something to happen?

; and you - dear you <3

2009-08-24T00:05:00.001+08:00

' got me smiling 25/7.

hello; :)

2009-08-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

I'm back ;) im finally back. First thing first - i cut my hair short. Yes, I did something I never thought I would but i actually love how i look now with my hair : ) So here goes -

I went from this hair to...

TA-DAAAAAAA!

Heh :) Not much difference yea? But I love it - no more split ends - dry hair- you name it. The holiday has been good but a bit boring for me. And what's worse, I left my History file at my grandmother's house all the way in KEDAH. Oh god please kill me. Now I have to find a way to get a copy of all my friend's notes from History and study for the test on Wed.

But besides that - I bought new tops and some stuff. :) Not to mention I got to see my little cousins and one very cute distant cousin I think. I dunno, never really seen her before.

I still can't get the green history file out of my mind. :(

I took tons of pictures this week - but im just lazy to blog about them.

I'm really tired - gah. and my history file. my history fileeeeeeeeeeeeee. Im just so lost now.

; its you.

2009-08-16T11:22:00.001+08:00

; and the brother went back this morning. :(

me and my mum will be at the airport in a few hours time! :)

; welcome to existence. :)

2009-08-15T21:46:00.005+08:00

Me, my mum and brother spent half the way at Mid Valley and Gardens' today. Didnt shop a lot for clothes but I did get a top and a hat. I wasn't in the mood for shopping and stuff. I just felt like walking around. I did get a lot of new nail polishes! :)

There was a Thailand Exhibition today at the Exhibition Hall at Mid Valley. We went to check it out for a while - there were Thai dances and food and all the other amazing things from Thailand. ;) Not to mention we ate at a Thai restaurant for lunch and dinner! :)

I'm now back at the hotel room again. Im leaving for Alor Star with my mum tomorrow while my brother heads back to his hostel. It's gonna be a week before I get back to KL again. :(

Anyway :) Here are some pictures!

loves you.

i miss you.

2009-08-14T22:25:00.005+08:00

Here comes my school's one week holiday. I also saw my mum and brother today after school. Plus, we got our LSR today :) If you're wondering what that is, it's our learning skills report. I got two A's and two B's. A's for Biology and BM and B's for Drama and History. Overall, pretty good, if you ask me. :)

So, after meeting with the family i went to Pyramid with them and I went my own way. A bunch of my friends were waiting there so I went and join them. We hung out - played pool, took sticker pictures and went to the arcade. :)

I'm currently at Gardens' Hotel. The line here is pretty damn fast and good so im happy! But pffft - I have homework. :(

I'll be leaving for Penang on Sunday - and then coming back next Saturday. Gah - MTV World Stage is tomorrow. I actually planned on going but then no more available tickets. But Im fine with it - I mean, I dont mind these kind of things. :)

ta :)